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no matter where i go, or where i turn im always the same.
i feel lost inside a box, a cavern even to myself. even when i am alone i can never be free.
i cannot talk to other people and feel the same as them, i cannot be around myself and feel the same. im never confident, it kills me because whatever situation im in i feel blocked massively.
i can never be free of this,
even if my anxeity goes, or my depression. ill always be this trapped person, i have nowhere to turn because who can escape their own mind?
why is a colourful person going to waste?
why am i black and white when i cant be free?
no one can be in my spiral and understand this - everything i could have been is destroyed forever. i cannot be old nor new, i am entangled in myself indefinately and cannot escape.
i could say 'help me'
but what use is it?
i cannot change.
i feel lost inside a box, a cavern even to myself. even when i am alone i can never be free.
i cannot talk to other people and feel the same as them, i cannot be around myself and feel the same. im never confident, it kills me because whatever situation im in i feel blocked massively.
i can never be free of this,
even if my anxeity goes, or my depression. ill always be this trapped person, i have nowhere to turn because who can escape their own mind?
why is a colourful person going to waste?
why am i black and white when i cant be free?
no one can be in my spiral and understand this - everything i could have been is destroyed forever. i cannot be old nor new, i am entangled in myself indefinately and cannot escape.
i could say 'help me'
but what use is it?
i cannot change.
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chemical imbalance
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fuck it. all of it.
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fuck it but not you you can do this hun x
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