I'm really trying to be strong, put my foot down, and trying not to let people use me yet why do I feel so down in the dumps? Do you think it's because I'm usually not like this, but I'm tired of people not caring how I feel? Why are others fine with treating me badly? What gives a person the right to dump on me, and stop me from being a happy person? I'm stuck real bad. I know I should move on yet I'm scared to try. I've lost so much trust in people, and what if I put down my guard, and I'm hurt again. I don't think I can take it so stay inside, cry, and sometimes drink my woes away. Now I hate myself for being such a chicken shit!
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