since i woke up all i've done is cry, this is all i ever wanted, was the tears to just be able to flow out so i wouldnt find it so hard to express things, but this is so unexpected i dont know what to do, i cant stop crying, it feels like as soon as i woke up everything ive ever bottled up hit me in the chest and im just pouring out tears upon tears! i dont know why my mind chose today to let me feel it, i dont really understand anything in my head, but its a weird feeling and i wondered if it ever happens to you, i mean i know it hits me a lot, but normally i cut, i cut too much and its weird that now i am able to cry about it!
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