BTDT. So sorry you're having a $#@&?? day.

I am sick of this world, too, and then I remember...

Not all days are like this, and

Some good thing is left to experience or discover I haven't seen yet

There ARE some good Dr.s out there, I just ruled one out that isn't.

There IS help out there for you. This winter, I didn't think I was going to find any help, either. Thought I had tried it all. But I hadn't. And now I am getting some of that help.

Look around you some more. Whenever I'm in a funk, there is also usually something new to think about I hadn't before, which begins to lead me back out of it...can you think of something?

What happened with the doctor?

dirty,

My offer still stands...I will chat with ya, you can email me or whatever you need! I am always here!

Did you try to get to the hospital? Or was this your regular Dr.?

Because. there is no rhyme no reason. Why claim it? No one needs a swift kick in the ass except a horse. If you beleive there is no help for you, there will not be. What I have learned is that I had to help myself and do what was right for me. Stop being so hard on yourself. You are doing the best you can arent you? Acknowledge yourself for that. Look in the mirror and remember when you were a small child. Love that child and love yourself and your goodness will shine thorugh.

Dirty? Your friend 2wicked told us what happened. That doctor should not be a doctor. What she did to you was mean and made you throw your prescription away and you need your medication. All will be ok. It is HER that is the problem. You will be fine. You are good with the kids wicked brags about that--he says that you are gentle and kind with them. But this doctor has made you feel bad and she is the one that is bad. Maybe wicked can go with you back to the clinic and get another prescription from another doctor for you. I don't know how you would do that there but maybe wicked can help you see someone else. When someone is mean to us it is really common to feel that we are bad. That is what is happening to you. You are not bad. The doctor is.

you and I are alot alike. my doctor is the same way, she tells me to go out and get a job (like that will magical fix everything). she doesnt understand because she cant. she doesnt know how it feels firsthand, to be unable to control the emotions you feel, its not like we choose to be sad

Hope you feel better soon. Don't give up, see another doc, report the other to the AMA.

It's true that some doctors are shockingly inept. Thankfully, I have found those doctors to be in the minority. If I have a bad experience with a doctor, which happens now and then, it can FEEL bad for quite awhile, but I try to remember that I just happened to pick the short straw that day and got an asshole. try to compose yourself... take however long you need... and go back and get what you deserve and need. And refuse to be seen by that doctor. And complain if you want to. Just don't give up and take your anger or bad feelings out on yourself.