Oh sure once you try then every one takes notice. Your mom cries your dad gets mad and asks why and what he did to deserve a son like me. Then after a month of being treated like a 1000 year old piece of china and your friends treat you like a leper it all goes back to the way it was. Nothing changes and no one cares. Life just goes on and if you don't carry on you are left behind so why bother? Nobody really cares so why should I? I've destroyed any kind of a normal life. Yes I blame myself. Ask a girl out and all you hear behind your back is , "are you going to go with the freak?" These are supposed to be your friends. They don't care. My parents say don't worry its all better now. Is it really? No they just don't want to deal with me so they don't care.My brother has a small piece of rope fashioned like a noose he really doesn't care. Well I guess I don't either.
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