thats exactly what this is.i don't know where to vent.so here i am.feel like totol fucking shit.past 2-3 weeks i've been feelin more and more depressed and still going down.but i'm not suicidal.least not yet.my head and insides just won't shut up.can't sleep.i'm hardly eating-not that i mind that part.i'm alone and dreading the rest of the night.and i know i probley sound stupid.i don't even know what i'm looking for by posting this.ignore if ya want.
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