Depression Support Group
Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.
so every other tuesday i decide i go to my old school to take my friends out for dinner.
or so i tell myself.
the real reason behind it is i know my teacher will be there on a tuesday afternoon and if i can get off work early enough i might catch her still at school.
i havent managed to yet. but im going up tomorrow and theres a good chance ill see her as i looked and we have no bookings and were overstaffed as were training a new manager.
why do i care so much when i know she dosent care about me.
when i arrive and shes not there i go into the office to see the principal and i hide my dissappointment behind a happy face, and i know this cant help (my principal knew about my depression) because shell tell the other techer im doing great. when in reality im not great bad or anything in between... i simply exist.
and i know the teacher can find the words to help me right now. no one else can.
i know this is obcessive, but i have to hear the word i know only she can tell me. only see can see how truly crap i feel even when i cant see it myelf
or so i tell myself.
the real reason behind it is i know my teacher will be there on a tuesday afternoon and if i can get off work early enough i might catch her still at school.
i havent managed to yet. but im going up tomorrow and theres a good chance ill see her as i looked and we have no bookings and were overstaffed as were training a new manager.
why do i care so much when i know she dosent care about me.
when i arrive and shes not there i go into the office to see the principal and i hide my dissappointment behind a happy face, and i know this cant help (my principal knew about my depression) because shell tell the other techer im doing great. when in reality im not great bad or anything in between... i simply exist.
and i know the teacher can find the words to help me right now. no one else can.
i know this is obcessive, but i have to hear the word i know only she can tell me. only see can see how truly crap i feel even when i cant see it myelf
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
You're going to have to accept that she's a good,caring teacher.But you're going to have to find your own way in the world.It's not bad,it's scary,but you're going to be ok.Have you asked doctor for therapy? x
three weeks is a really long time to wait, i always hate how it takes SO long to get into see a counselor when you really need one right now.
when there's no one around for me, i play online or go to the gym....those are my only outlets right now
can you join a gym or go to barnes and noble?