Depression Support Group
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so every other tuesday i decide i go to my old school to take my friends out for dinner.
or so i tell myself.
the real reason behind it is i know my teacher will be there on a tuesday afternoon and if i can get off work early enough i might catch her still at school.
i havent managed to yet. but im going up tomorrow and theres a good chance ill see her as i looked and we have no bookings and were overstaffed as were training a new manager.
why do i care so much when i know she dosent care about me.
when i arrive and shes not there i go into the office to see the principal and i hide my dissappointment behind a happy face, and i know this cant help (my principal knew about my depression) because shell tell the other techer im doing great. when in reality im not great bad or anything in between... i simply exist.
and i know the teacher can find the words to help me right now. no one else can.
i know this is obcessive, but i have to hear the word i know only she can tell me. only see can see how truly crap i feel even when i cant see it myelf
or so i tell myself.
the real reason behind it is i know my teacher will be there on a tuesday afternoon and if i can get off work early enough i might catch her still at school.
i havent managed to yet. but im going up tomorrow and theres a good chance ill see her as i looked and we have no bookings and were overstaffed as were training a new manager.
why do i care so much when i know she dosent care about me.
when i arrive and shes not there i go into the office to see the principal and i hide my dissappointment behind a happy face, and i know this cant help (my principal knew about my depression) because shell tell the other techer im doing great. when in reality im not great bad or anything in between... i simply exist.
and i know the teacher can find the words to help me right now. no one else can.
i know this is obcessive, but i have to hear the word i know only she can tell me. only see can see how truly crap i feel even when i cant see it myelf
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I gave my 2 week notice last Friday 13th. Now to join you fine people in a life of leisure and nothing else to do but to look out for myself....is it just me or does that sound pretty boring? My goal was to live to retire and I guess having to take early retirement because of health reasons wasn't exactly the way I had planned things. I just can't stay in that building that is reeking mildew...
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Has anyone tried these supplements? Do they give MGers more quality of life by improving memory and overall well being?Thanks!Barbel
You're going to have to accept that she's a good,caring teacher.But you're going to have to find your own way in the world.It's not bad,it's scary,but you're going to be ok.Have you asked doctor for therapy? x
three weeks is a really long time to wait, i always hate how it takes SO long to get into see a counselor when you really need one right now.
when there's no one around for me, i play online or go to the gym....those are my only outlets right now
can you join a gym or go to barnes and noble?