Lately I really hit a low when it comes to doing every day stuff. I always make sure to take care of the baby, but as far as anything else I suck. I have dishes up the ass, and probably shower once a week, I wash the important parts of myself with a wash cloth and use body spray and deoderant for the rest. My house is a complete mess. It feels like I just don't care what happens, half the time I have 4-6 bags of garbage before I take it out, but I'm just disgusted with myself! And my room mate Anthony thinks because he works he shouldn't have to do anything as far as house work goes leading me more inclined not to do a damn thing. I'm overwellmed and don't know who to just take one thing at a time. Can anyone relate or help??
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