I just want to be alone. This time last year I had just walked out of the house and run away for a week. I was having my first breakdown and didn't know what else to do. Now I can feel the same thing happening again.... it's just waiting for the right moment to have maximum impact. I don't want to be around anyone when it happens as I want to lash out when it hits. I cry uncontrollably, I am angry, guilty, scared, manic, down, wishing for death and confused and it's building up more and more. I need to be alone so I don't hurt anyone but I have nowhere to go, nobody to talk to, no friends, no money and I have to work as i can't handle days off.....
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