Hey wussup, im new here. I was suicidal and attempted to by swalloing extra strengh tylonol. well wen i couldnt feel my legs and started hallucinating i started to panic an chickend out and called 911. i almost ended up wit liver damage. i then started takin lexapro an had a seizure one morning an my muscles hav been twiching an shaking ever since. i still have suicidal thoughts an im starting to think its the devils work but i cant fight him. ive talked to my pastor and my very religious friend and they all say the same thing. then i was christian tv stations and ppl tell their story how God spoke to them. But ive tried to talk to God, ive cried out to him at nite to help me. where is he? i feel like the longer he takes to respond the closer i am to death. i dont want satan to win but im so weak.
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