my boyfriend of 2 year and who i love dearly keeps telling me i have no confidence and i need to stop living in the past move on with my life ..i should be using all the awful stuff i've went through as a weapon to fight on..I just dont have any fight left in me any more.I have no self esteem and dont even know where to start on 60 mg prozac and have been for 3 month or so now i dont cry as much lately but i think thats cause the tablets have numbed all emotion inside of me.I just want to have some happiness in my life but have never been able to find it.It's sad but i dont have any time in my life where i can look back and say i was truely happy then.I've been kicked around and shit on my whole entire life.Where do i even begin to try and make sense of all of this and 'move on' with my life. I hate this sad lonely place i'm trapped in i want to escape and run free!!
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