I took an overdose trying to kill myself,didnt work.I cant sleep more than two hours ,cant get up ,cook or clean,so sad,cant live,cant die, all I do is eat,snap at every one,moody,do things that I dont even understand.Hate somepne one minute hate them the next.Is this menapasal,am I having a breakdown?UP & down but mostly down.I have no doc except a lousey MD medicaid ashighed to me,besides I am allergic to 95% of every med I have ever took, what good is a doc if cant take their pills,none of them want you, just get rid of you as quickly as possible when you say the dirty word medicaid.Maybe I just need someone to tell me how to do it right next time,every one hates me anyway,people only care about themselfs%you only if you have money wich I dont even have enough gas money to go to a doc.So tired of the battles of surval.
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