Its been a while since I have been on here. But I think its about time that I reach out to my DS family. I have been trying to keep things together, but everything seems to be falling apart. My depression is getting worse with every waking moment. I cant seem to deal with ANYTHING. The simplist things set me off. Someone cutting me off when I am driving, my mom asking me if I am hungry sets me into tears and I just want to end it all! I cant concentrate on school, work and I cant keep anything I eat down. I keep having images of slicing my wrists running through my head. I would NEVER purposely hurt myself but at the same time I cant get these images out of my head. I feel so helpless and I just want everything to go away! I have been takiing my anti-depressents but they just aren't cutting it.
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