I'm so tired. I'm drained. I started taking klonopin and atavan to help with anxiety. My doctor said that the low dosage of 1mg per day will not hurt me. I think it's helped me move from being suicidal to just generally depressed. I have so much self-doubt, regret, fear and worry of the future. My girl left me over a month ago and I haven't tried to contact her. She was going through rough times and I didn't want to push or try to hang on anymore. I haven't spoken to her since she told me she was moving 400 miles away. I tried so hard. My work has been making me very unhappy. It seems like every year is getting worse and worse.
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