ok the last week has been crazy. first i started talking to this guy a couple of weeks ago who i haven't spoken to in a long time. we met months ago and there was an attraction but hes in the army and we didnt think that we could make anything work. but after talking we decided to start "dating" even though hes stationed in hawaii and im in ny. he even asked me to marry him. he recently got transfered to cali and i havent spoken to him in like 2 weeks. i dont know if its cause hes busy or he just doesnt wanna talk 2 me. last nite my 18 year old brother came to visit and he informed me that his gf was 4 months pregnant. she is a fall down drunk, she smokes weed, and she does coke. and she hasnt stopped since she got pregnant. she lied and told my bro that she was on the pill and she wasnt. she wont have an abortion because she had one 6 years when she was 14. shes worried that if she has another one she wont be able to get pregnant ever again. my bro doesnt want the baby but she doesnt care. as it is my bro takes care of her and now hes gonna have a baby 2 take care of. then today i find out that my mother tried 2 commit suicide twice. about 7 years ago she started going through menopause and she was having a rough time and ended up in the hospital. come to find out it was cause she tried to kill herself. im so numb right now and i dont know what to think or do.
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