I have this chronic fatigue syndrome. It is an effect of a very severe and rare medical problem. I get up intent on staying up. I walk down the hallway to turn the thermostat up never make it; I just turn around and go back to bed. I am on Wellbutrin now since last Wednesday. It is helping significantly. It will take about four weeks to completely work. I now can even sometimes force myself to stay up and get some things done. But, I still have times that staying up is next to impossible. Today, I forced myself to go for about a 2 + mile walk. (a pittance of what I usually do) I did not want to. I had to force myself. But, if I went as I did, doesnt that mean I wanted to. Thinking too much?
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