Hi, I just joined the site. Anyways, I've been dealing with depression for quite some time now, not exactly sure how long, exactly. I think it really started to get bad about 8 years ago at the beginning of high school. Ever since then, it seems like I get just a little bit worse every year, but again, no way of telling for sure. So, heres the scenario: Today was more or less a good day. Before I went to bed, I was happy, looking forward to a couple things. As it does often, my mind started to wander right as I'm trying to fall asleep, and within 10 minutes or so, my happy thoughts have all left, and my "daydream" even has an unhappy ending with me being alone and suicidal. I dunno, I guess I just needed to rant or something, but does anyone have any suggestions? Anyone been there?
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