For the past six months or so I have been pretty isolated. I have basically lost my friends, my family, and the entire Mental Health system in my area. The only real human contact I have is with my kids. One is out of state, and the other I hardly see at all, and lately when we do we just argue. DS is pretty much my entire support system, which is pretty pathetic, but it's true. I have no one. I am supposed to be out of my place in five days and still haven't found another yet. Won't have anyone to help me move when I do, so it's not like I can take much. That's okay. The way things are looking I will be hauling it off in a shopping cart anyway, won't have to worrie about rent then, just sleep in the park. I'm being sarcastic, but the scary thing is that it wouldn't surprise me if I did end up on the streets or dead. I doubt I would die. That would be a bit too easy. besides I would have been gone a long time ago. I have been crying for hours and now I'm just in this really weird dumb place. I feel like it's all going to come crashing down, but I can't do a whole lot about it, and the only ones who can hear me yell for help are you fine people who can't do anything either. But at least your here.
Posts You May Be Interested In
I've had a few accounts over the years. I would be having lots of nice connections and feel like its all working and then something would trigger some episode of crazy depresssion and id just stop everything. feel like im doing ok now and just needed to com back to ds. i missed you guys. you spirit and your strength helped me through some very rough times. i just want to let all of you know the...
Hi all! This is for those of you that have or have had the same neurologist for 4 years or more. I have been with mine now since 2009. He is one of the best movement disorder secialists in the midwest. I know he is extremely busy on the lecture circuit now and in fact not taking new patients there is a huge waiting list for him. BUT.... I feel like my visits are not what they use to be. He...