im so confused..i feel like im walkin along on a sidewalk in a dark world..jus so alone. i have a job, and my son is doing really well in kindergarten, but other than that, i hate my life. my man of 2 yrs left me 4 another woman, i have bills out the wazoo, i have 0 friends, man its so hard 2 put up a front and seem like im happy. i hate being me. sucicide is selfish, i have a son, but im so unfufilled in my life. EVERYTIME i let someone in, weather it b friend or lover, they ALWAYS hurt me..im so confused. the only thing that helps me is weed. ive been smoking for 9 yrs, and i know something has to change. im so unhappy, but lost and confused. i pray everynite, but in the morning, im feeling like crap again. can someone plz help me, cause im literally about to have a nervous breakdown
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