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Whats wrong with me

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deleted_user
I know most off you are getting feed up with me, and im sorry that im always down in the dumps, sometimes i just feel like ending it all but hey im here again, i feel physically and emotionally drained. I cant even get anything right so what is the point on me keep coming to this place. I have no energy to do anything, why cant i just be normal. Ive lost friends on here aswell as at home, so maybe i would be better off dead, i dont even know why im writing this cause i know that some off u think its just for attention well let me tell u im NOT this is how i feel and im sorry for expressing the way that i feel.
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deleted_user
i don't know what to say but i am sorry you are hurting so much hun. big hugs!
deleted_user
deleted_user
im sorry that your feeling bad. I get like that somtimes but i think you should keep writing nomatter what anyone thinks. Keep reaching out and talking, everyone is here for you
rubyblue
rubyblue
hi sweetie, just keep talking to us
deleted_user
deleted_user
I'm sorry you feel so bad - and always express how you feel, don't care what other people say - if you need to get it out then get it out.
deleted_user
deleted_user
The thing is no matter what i do or say it never goes right i might aswell just give up
rubyblue
rubyblue
have you been to the docs 2day?
deleted_user
deleted_user
you know one of the reasons for coming here is so that you KNOW you are not alone. many of of feel this way and coming here helps, this is one of the few places where "people" speak our language. we DO understand here so come here, message, do what you need to do to save yourself. and yes, life can SUCK.
deleted_user
deleted_user
yea
deleted_user
deleted_user
Dont give up. You have to keep going and keep telling the doc that you arent feeling well still. Honesty with the doc and will power by you will get you through this.
deleted_user
deleted_user
im getting sick and tired off keep on going to the docs im getting sick and tired off feeling like this
ive got such a great life that im always on thsi darn computer havent even got a social life
deleted_user
deleted_user
This is the depression talking. You were just with Mandy on Monday right? That is a social life. It may not happen frequently but you were with a friend and having a good time and you werent on the computer much that day. When you were...it was laughing and having a good time. You said that you have a great life...what in your life is there that you enjoy to do but cant right now? Lets talk.
rubyblue
rubyblue
Can you go see a different doc?
deleted_user
deleted_user
LIFEISCRUEL - I am in a damn fine mood today, and I just wanted you to know that if I couold give my happiness away, you could have it all!

I hope things improve for you soon!

Keep talking!
ZAZAS
ZAZAS
Sometimes just the act of writing makes you see things more clearly. Do you keep your journal up. I would suggest writing, even if it too personal. Just make yourself write it down and get your feelings out. Some you may want to even delete afterwards, the trick is to get it all up and out. Stifling our feelings just make us feel worse. I hope you feel better soon. Don't write for response, or for anyone who may read it, write your feelings, and then lock your journal up or delete it. But, write something, anything until you start to feel better. Works for me.
deleted_user
deleted_user
one freeking day i had a laugh, im fed up off trying, pixie honestly i cant think off anything at the moment, i just hate my fucking life and i wish i were never born, ruby it is very hard to see a different doc
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