Hi im new here. i suffer from depression but have it under control with meds. Recently i found out i was pregnant then lost it. When i knew i was pregnant i couldnt handle it and felt like i was losing the plot. Now i feel like i casn never have children because of the way i felt and how i couldnt cope. Now im like: whats the point in anything. I feel like there is no reason for me being here. The one thing i feel like i should be able to do (have a baby) without it becoming complecated, and i couldnt even do that. I feel like..... im just existing. My perpose in life for me was to have a baby. So if thats taken away from me like everything else because of my depression and anxiety, then....whats the point?
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