I tried several antidepressants recently thru a gen practitioner (recommended by my dear ole dad). I do the research and know from prior experience about weaning yourself off of depression meds. So anyway he gave me buspar, which my hubby told me was making me more of a b**** and it was true. So I was on it for a little over 3 wks maybe, went to go back to him to tell him it wasn't helping and his office was closed mon/tues. So ...I went in on thurs. I'd last taken the pills on Saturday, but I had weaned down the last week. He walks into the room (hubby was with me-he was seeing the doc for the first time), he storms in the room, face frowned looking at my chart, scopes me out turns to me and begins with a raised angry voice fussing at me for quitting the med! He goes on to tell me the likelihood of me becoming suicidal and that I didn't understand how the meds work. I defend myself a little, amd in shock and begin to sob. I felt like a child sitting there getting the tongue lashing of a lifetime. I finally spoke up, letting him know that I was not an idiot who had no concept of the meds. I've been on them in the past and I do the research and am knowledgable. He said he couldn't help me ......I needed PROFESSIONAL help. He didn't do this in a way letting me know he wanted me help, it was very condescending and hurtful, implying I am a fruitcake.

Well, I told him I was done with him and didn't want his referral and he was unprofessional and wrong to yell at me! He said well I"m going to fuss at you b/c you were wrong to quit the meds! I told him his office door was locked and a sign was up is why i didn't come in sooner. I feel so angry still ......it's now probably well over a month later. I took st john's wort in desperation and didn't feel any help. I am just ticked off, really and need to vent. Hubby was not supportive and talked w/the dr after the Dr told me to leave the room hubby was in there 10-15 minutes talking about me! He just thinks b/c he's a dr he's god or something.

I wish I could make a complaint of some sort against him. I'm so hurt by his anger and what felt like hatrid treatment at the time. What would you do? Am I wrong to be mad considering I did quit the meds? What do you think???????

I just can't seem to let it go. I'm very depressed still.