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What was I thinking?

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My meds had gotten too expensive so I had to stop taking them. I didn't think it would be so bad. However, I am a mess. My moods are everywhere. I have been crying a lot for no reason. I started cutting again which I haven't done in months. I feel lost and like I am out of my mind. I used to be able to think straight and things seemed somewhat clear in my head but now things are jumbled and bad thoughts pop into my head at random times. I didn't think I had that much wrong with me until I stopped.Two nights ago I got in an argument with my boyfriend and I was so upset and out of it that I started breaking things in my apartment. Last night I got so drunk and then got so upset and was in a horrible mood I could not get out of. I don't know what to do.
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I'm sorry your finacial situation has done this to you. Many companys now will help you get your meds, some for free, some a a discounted price. If you can focus, try looking up the makers of your meds, and see what they offer. If not check with your pharmist.

God Bless and good luck.
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thank you. i will look into that. I have been a mess. I didn't want to start cutting again but with all the noise/voices in my mind, cutting always helped.
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Im in Illinois also and i get my meds thru patient assistance, ask your dr if you qualify for that , many do and then you can get back on your meds. Hugs Lexi
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