I know in my mind what I need to do but how do i keep going on, I started going back to church, praying, even joined a church support group. I know God is there but it seems I can't feel him, so I quit going but I do still pray alot , I know prayer works I watched my mom go through getting beat,cheated on(2 babies), lost both hands and legs to diabetes,but she was still happy always said God had it all under control.It just seems if I take 2 steps foward something comes along and sets me back 2, I'm a good person,and deserve a good life what am i doing wrong?
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