I sit here on a nice, sunny day with a husband who loves me and 2 kids who love me. Yet, I feel like a piece of shit. I just feel like crying and my brain is telling me what a load of crap I am for being such a lousy wife and mother. And how dare I feel like this etc. I don't know what to do so I decided to post here because I am having one of my suicidal episodes. Don't get me wrong, I wouldn't do it while my family was around but it's got a strong hold to continue planning to do it. I really need some words of encouragement. Thank you very much!
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