Ok so I been feeling down for the past few years.It got to the point where I dont leave the house and yesterday a counselor came to my house and started talking to me telling me that my parents are concerned about me(which its not true,dont tell me it is because its not If you wanna know the reasons I'll be happy to tell them to you.)And I started telling her why Im feeling bad and the main reason its because my stepdad is a sick abusive fuck.While I told her some stuff,She told me that I was gonna turn 18 in 2 months and I needed to start getting my life back on track,get my education(havent gone to school for like 2 years now never went before that either for same reasons)maybe a job,And the best thing to do was to get out of the house and go live to one of them homes where people like me can stay when turning 18 I dont know whats it called(shes gonna bring info next monday)..Because I told her that my mom doesnt see herself without that man and Its really affecting me,and need to get away from that she said..But the problem is that Im terrified of leaving my house,nor see myself living in another place.Im just feel very bad about myself physically(weak very skinny acne problems,self steem blah blah blah..)and mentally.I dont think Im strong enough to make such a drastic decision that litterally gonna change my life for the better or worse.And the only person that would care for me(my mom)havent talk since a few weeks because well I dont know why...She'll rather stay quiet and leave all her feelings/opinions inside like my stepdad trained her to do.I really need some advice of what I should do I would be really appreaciate it,Since I dont have nobody in real life to go to seek some from :( Thank you so much for reading this.
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