what is the point if being here? what is the point of waking up every day? what is the point of feelings? they just make you feel worse. what is the sence in having a brain. it just makes things more complicated than they have to be. why do i feel they way i do? why do i keep avoiding the process of getting help. all i want is help. well deep down i know that is what i want but i cant seam to ever bring myself to receving it... so whats the point of even trying anymore.. why not learn to live with the person i am even if i dont like it.
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