I'm so tired of all the crap! I finally got on some meds again but you know how that goes gotta wait awhile for it to start working and play dose adjusting, Yeah! I have been working and I was so hoping that would give me something to make me feel like a worthwhile person but it is so disorganized and everyone is so unhappy it is just becoming 10 hours a day of straight stress and dissapointment. I hate myself for every mistake I make and I dont want to quit but I dont want to have a bad enough day that it just gives me another reason to call it quits again. I got my meds refilled and called in a med they took me off so I would have what I needed to do it again, I dont want to be a quitter but I am so TIRED of this all!! Help anyone if you can!!!
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