I don't really know what's going on with me at the moment.I have been massive highs then I crash way down into depression again.I was so high last night that I only got three hours sleep,I feel extreamly excited,but over what? Nothing big or important has happened.Iv'e had this for a while now,I go to bed and I'm either so high I'm laughing for no reason or I'm in bed depressed and crying most of the night.The highs feel awesome like cloud nine.I'd be happy to jump off a roof and fly! I'm getting sick of it but I can't control it,it's giving me bad insomnia and i end up hallucinating.The thing is onece Iv'e had my high a while later I crash really bad.Just wondering what's going on? Does anyone else get this?
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