I have posted here before with probably the same thing so please bare with me. I have been having obsessive thoughts about suicide for about two and a half weeks now. I do have OCD but I am also very depressed with depersonalization symptoms (watching yourself or looking in at yourself like from the outside). I do not believe I want to die but I keep having the thoughts. I then imagine and obsess over what it would be like etc. Is this more or less my OCD. I then begin to think all of this sucks so bad maybe it wouldn't be that bad even though like I said I wish I didn't have these thoughts. Does this make any sense. Thanks alot, Brett
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