Every time I look at family pictures, I cry. Am I the only one? I just look at my life before it got so complicated, so grown up and it makes me sad. I miss my mom, my life before everything happened. I'm so angry and frustrated and I don't know what to do with my feelings. They're just bouncing around inside me, no where to go. The bad part is I don't want to let go because then I would have to move on and I feel like things haven't been settled. I know this is screwed up, but I feel like me moving on is saying it's okay to treat like that. I'm just not ready to move on and that's stupid because what purpose does it serve me to hold on to all these neg. feelings? None and yet..
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