Im not like you,your a diffrernt kind of personl.But in a good way. I find it hard to express myself the way you do.My depression runs deep.There is so much confusion in my head.Cant seem to predict my own feelings.I really only got that way after my x took me for a ride,and wiped me out.Her crack addiction totaly turned me from happy go lucky .To sad,lonely,and confused.I was always a strong man proud and true.Now i feel small and stuoid. I guess you know me a bit better now.I want to get out of this rut im in but i just cant see it in the near future. Thats why im here on ds. I hoped this place would help me,and its only now that im becoming more open.I never really knew deppresion until now.This is a letter I wrote to one of my friends here on Ds.