Tonight as many of you know i mentioned that i had my first moment of painfree life in over 4 ytears and 8 months. approximately an hour ago my sister got into a rage over using tooth paste... (used the toothpaste as a way not ot wake up my mother... whose paying the god damn mortage while she at almost 31 is living there rent free. . choked me... kicked me in the balls and clawed my face... i stood there motionless tryingto figure out a way to end the confrontation so i grabbed her hand pushed it outside of the door and locked the door. i am paying 1k a month for pelvic pain treatments trying to rid me of this pain i am bleeding on my neck and on my face. my pelvic pain is now flairing up like ti did before my physical therapy appointments. my testicles ache and my whole pelvic region is in pain. i can not call the police because the violence will be rationalized as something minor and my parents will make something up as usual. i do not want to hit her... its a slippery slope and i dont want to start that now. and no i can not move out... i cant afford rent and living expenses on top of the 1k a month treatment.
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