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What is the point......

rubyblue
rubyblue
Its 7am here and I am sat thinking what is the point.....

I'm either on a rollercoaster or a merrygo round, nothing changes.....

I might finally get an appointment at the clinic, what is the point.......playing around with more meds and getting a treatment plan from someone who knows less than me......

My sis is dying, and apart from me offloading to my brother, the rest of my family doesn't know. We haven't heard from my brother in 15 years and I'm pretty convinced he's dead and now my mum is looking for him. When she visits my sis next month she is gonna realise she is dying. That'll be her finding out that of her 6 kids, one is dead and one is dying....what is the point?

I'm not going to hurt myself, but I am so so tired and don't see the point of it all 2day...

Is anyone else sat there thinking what is the f***king point?....
deleted_user
deleted_user
Not today ruby, but I know how you feel. I cant answer your question but I can say I love you. I can say im proud of you and respect you. Hang in there.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Some days are just like that, eveything seems too hard and too pointless, it will get better. I know you think your mum is in for bad news but it's probably better for her know whats doing on with her children, I know I'd want to.xx
deleted_user
deleted_user
Sure have..just a moment ago. We just somehow keep going and never know what the point is. Your mom is going to need you to get through this. You are going to need your mom and friends as well. You are strong rubes and you will make it through the way you are feeling. I know the frustration with meds and the whole try this and try that. Eventually they will have to get it right. Until then, lean on us.
deleted_user
deleted_user
I don't feel like that today, but there are a lot of times that i do feel like that...I know exactly how you feel...remember tomorrow is a brand new day!
meandthebeast
meandthebeast
Ruby, sorry to hear about the things you are dealing with.. I know how lost you feel and whats the point... You know there are people all over that luv you.. thats the point.. Hang in there
deleted_user
deleted_user
I have many days like that. But i also have good days. which im sure you will. sorry to read your family is going through so much at the moment. Look after yourself.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Almost daily and while I 'know' it is part of depression somehow that doesn't make much sense - after all every life is lived then ended - even the earth and the solar system will someday cease then what. I often think that in fifty years no one will remember that I ever took a breath, so what's the point? I haven't a clue but now must shift to the mundane and get Orion to the vet, anyone wanna ride along?
deleted_user
deleted_user
I am sorry you have so much going on & are hurting so bad... please hang on my friend . Remember the glass a water is light for a short time, but heavy if held aloft for long periods. Have a seat & rest.

*hugs*
deleted_user
deleted_user
I know were u are coming from i am think off u sorry i cant be much more off help
Love ya loads u can do it xxx
deleted_user
deleted_user
ok, no wonder ur feeling like that. ur on a rollercoster - with ur emotions AND in reality. but there IS a point. it may be hard 2 c just now, but there is. and more meds may help - different meds may help. just cuz ur havin little faith in meds rite now, doesnt mean all meds arent gonna work. im very very glad ur not gonna hurt urself. please talk to us. if u dont feel u can talk 2 me, talk to someone. its ok 2 be upset, u have plenty of reason 2 be upset. i love u very muchly n im here if u want 2 talk 2 me xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
deleted_user
deleted_user
Ruby, the point is you are alive and make it a goal to look for the pleasurable things life has to offer you which is there for the taking. Another point is you cannot control your brother and now your sister's fate. It's hard to look past it and find yourself in it but it's necessary for your well being.
deleted_user
deleted_user
bumping bump bump
rubyblue
rubyblue
No-one wants to read it Pixie and I don't blame them, its just too damn negative xxx
deleted_user
deleted_user
Plenty of people want to read it. You are loved so much here and valued ruby. It is sliding down quickly because of all of the troll posts. Dont feel this way honey. This is how you are seeing yourself..not how others see you or this post.
deleted_user
deleted_user
ruby i feel the same with my post but im always here for u thats including u pixie and toocool etcetc....
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