i know life is for living and it is wat u make it. but y watever i do my life is one big hell, and i just wish i not here, some people can enjoy life with depression, how, why? ihate the whole concept of life and wat it brings me. people will not understand that i just dont like it, i dont want to be here. i dont want to live. i know i wont die ( ive tried so many times), because god or watever wont let me, but y not? how long do i have to live this pain? it must be satan in charge lol
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