I have learned something recently about depression, whenever i come to this site where i see others dealing with problems similar to my own I feel much better and like i belong somewhere for once but when i step out into the world and have to deal with people who have no depression or never really experienced true depression I feel like such an outsider and it makes me more suicidal because of the loneliness i feel, what if the whole world was depressed, maybe i wouldn't feel so bad? hmm i don't really know about that, maybe im just really different, i mean u have happy weirdos right? So why can't I be happy, its not like anything seriously traumatic has happened to me so why am i so depressed...it SUX..what are your thoughts on this? Would you feel happy around others like yourself , and i don't mean sore losers that are bitchy all the time and complain but never try to better themselves, i mean people who have felt the same pain u have felt. Or would you rather fit into normal society and pretend like your ok to fit in even when u don't but u want to be apart of all the excitement going on in the world..............if that makes any sense..lol
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