My mind is always racing about my grandparents and what I would do if I ever lost them, How would I deal with things in my life without thier guidance and constant support. I realize that I am an adult and need to make my own decisions and I have to be my own guide (if that makes sense) but I still feel like I need them around. My grandfather has been through an heart attack, pacemaker and pnemonia and its just an scary thought to me. I have had thoughts about maybe by some wierd fate I would die first but then I think what a selfish person I am for even entertaining such a thought. I dont know why lately I have been thinking this way but it becomes all I think about and consumes my day....
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