I have been having flashbacks, strange thoughts and my mind has been racing constantly about things in the past. It feels like my head is going to implode and I can't take it anymore. All I have wanted to do Is cut every day and I have opening up old cuts I just cant stop and I cant stop thinking about it. I called for partial hospitalization and I havent heard back and I dont know what else I can do.. sorry for Venting
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