What do you do when you have lost all hope. When you feel like everyday is a useless struggle. Anything that you do will never be good enough. No one truly cares about you. You don't have the strength to hold your head up. The strength to force a smile. To never know what it means to be truly happy. This is something I've been feeling for over 25 yrs. Something that I will feel until my death.
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