my fuck i'm a wreck. and what do i say for help? help!? i've seen some members here have attempts, and possible sucesses... and i want it too. i've been taking effexor for 4-6 months now. and i'm still down. i still have a desire to put a bullet in my head. i'm so tired of the bullshit in life. it's all we get fed... bullshit. at home, school, the government, your local mall..... here. speaking of witch.... will people fuck off with the god shit?!? like you want people to be scared to die because of hell?!?!? fuck if a god wanted me to love him he shouldn't have threatened me. i piss on your god!!! sorry, i just had to let that out. i don't even know what i want here. i don't know what i can gain from this site. i've looked for help. and i can't stand it. i hate councelors. they all suck! can't talk to a friend, family member... i got no one. i always wanted someone. just one. this is life. and it doesn't deserve me. weather i can push it tonight or not. i think it will become my end. one day. FTW... ya know?
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