what are you supposed to do after that one true moment of reflection when you realise that the one thing that you always lived for, the one thing that you sacrificed everything for and the one thing that made you who you are as a person is being taken away from you and its all your own fault? how do go on after losing the foundation of your identity and you understand that you don't even know yourself anymore and that frightens you? and the worst part of it all is that you disappoint everyone who ever believed in you...or maybe the worst part is going through it all alone but what do you do?
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