I have made an appointment to go the Doctor tomorrow afternoon at 4PM. I am so, so nervous. My heart hasn't stopped pounding since I made the appointment, and to make things worse this is not a doctor that I have ever met before. I just don't know where to start or what to tell her. I don't want to tell her all the gory details of my past, but at the same time I don't just want to be given some pills and told to go away. I can't cope with life and dammit, I want to cope! I am going because I need help and support but I'm terrified of doctors and really paranoid .... grrrrr .... well at least i did the right thing and got an appointment I suppose.
Wish me luck!
Wish me luck!
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