I haven't been on in a while, was doing ok, then WHAM!! everything at once. I just got switched from one dept to another at work. I didn't want to be switched. And I know if another person tells me how I should feel grateful that I didn't get laid off I'm going to scream. I know I should be and part of me is.....but part of me isn't. This job is 10 times more boring than the one I was doing, every talks to you like your an idiot, they micro-manage, and they are all so damn hyper and not in a good way. I think I should go back to school to learn something new, but I am terrified. I don't know what to go for, don't know if I can do it. I have been a single mom for the past 10 years and thats all I do. I don't have many friends, no boyfriend, I have concentrated on being a mom. I have lost myself and who I am and I don't know how to get back!
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