last night i was at such a low place..i did not even want to be on this earth anymore..i had no reason for it...if you dont believe please read my journal..it has the whys and what for's...but after a second night of only two hours of sleep..and on some really strong medication for this funk i got..something hit me..dont know what it was though..but even without sleep i feel like i have so much energy ..might be the meds..might be no sleep and i am going nutts...not seeing things...but still...and i cant put my hands on it..what could of been?
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