How are we supposed to get help from eachother when we are all kinda, you know... also, what does it mean when you dont want to live life anymore, but you don't want to die, cause you know that is final, but life is so hard, all I can say is " I want to die" and I mean it, but not for forever. I have a big problem with death, and how short life is, and that what depresses me, living my whole life depressed, not enjoying anything, longing for something i see as impossible. What's wrong with me? I think all of my life has finally caught up with me, and I am seriously about to lose it. I am so scared, and I feel like no one is taking this seriously. Am I just selfish, lazy, and an angry jerk? I don't want to be. I just don't want to be here sometimes. I feel like I'm wasting my short life. Is anyone really ever happy?
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