I feel so, so, I guess ignored by what I've just learned. My mom and I have been so close the last few years. She's supposedly been down in Georgia visiting her sister for about the past month. I just learned she's not. She's in the psyc ward just down the street from here having ECT done. I can't describe even how horrible I feel that she didn't say anything to any of us and went through the whole thing alone. My mood has totally gone down now and is really low. Here I was at the same hospital she was in, outside the ward she's in and I didn't even know it!!! What kind of daughter does that make me??? Seriously. Oh, right now is totally one of those cutting points.....I so want to do it to release these feelings..........
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