I want to commit suicde. I am asking for help. Please any adivde on how not to feel this way would be great. I take meds. I Just threw away some pills I had saved up because my sister found out. I have been tring to find a gun to buy online or in a shop. I can't do anything right. I fail at everything. I even fail at killing my self. I have 13 times. this time I will use a gun or jump or wraeck my car. I need to die. I have no reason to live. I am stupid and not pertty. my family hates me but takes care of me because they are worried that if they don't I will do something and make them look bad. I am too terrified to go to school and can't keep a job. there is nothing left for me here. so I am trying to get a gun so in 4 days I can kill myself one year after my grandpa. I am sorry to write this but if anyone could help me I might be able to try to get more help. thanks
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