new here but not to ds. feeling gloomy today. overthinking life which we all know isn't a good thing. i'm feeling sorry for myself and it's mother's day and i'm a mom and i shouldn't let myself feel this way. my hub and i have hit another rough patch and i just don't know if i care anymore. i'm staying sober (95 days today) but the way hub is making me feel makes me want to drink. his mood brings me down. he needs to see someone about his own depression but he's never going to. he's started taking welbutrin again but i'm not sure that's even going to help. i'm going to make an appointment to get my bp meds rechecked and ask to maybe have my paxil bumped too. this is feeling is happening too much. sure, location and the attitude here is a part of it but maybe with a stonger antidepressant it'll help. sorry folks. didn't mean to be a downer but just had to vent, can't drink. i'm really a happier person. and i can be funny too. i hope if you read this you didn't let it get you down.
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