well, here I am again. Sept for 3 whole hours. I wish I didn't have to wake up to pee in the night. Cuz it's really the falling asleep part that is hard. The mind just won't stop thinking about her. I told my pshrink that I think I am crazy still not over that woman after 7 years 1 month and 22 days. She says no, but I do have (grave) emotional issues. I'll say, I want to be in a grave. Not realy, as I want to be cremated. I told my daughter that I want her to take my ashes when I die and put them in a plastic bag, tie it tight, and send me over the fas,(I live in Niagara Fas). I say this cuz it has always been a fantasy of mine to go over the falls in a barrel. Besides, then she could tel all her friends that her father went over the falls. I read an article some years back that says a person should get over a lost love by the two year mark. LOL Well enough self pity for now. Guess I will see if anybody has posted anything. When I first came on about an hour ago, I was apparently the only one here. So I read about a thousand old posts that were posted earlier. I think the most recent was about 1:22 am. Hope everybody is seeping well tonight.
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