When I wake up I feel worse. My drams just rip me apart. While awake my mind races and I get more and more angry. I could just stab myself in the throat. SOrry I know that is harsh. I picture my face being zipped(body bag) up,like the end of a movie. The end! No feelings! I was made to leave the room of our house after watching my mom die and blood run out of her mouth,( OH GOD!!!) When the morgue came i couldn't see but i heard the zipper and this haunts me too!!!!
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